Oh em gee, I saw Nicola the other day.
Honey, I really do miss you and I love you so so so much.
Today was awesome!
Besides waking up at 10. Blah.
Went to Jenn's, did some cooking. Then I did the bridesmaid thing and went with her to get her wedding dress fitted. It's soooooooo pretty! We talked about it and it was decided that I will wear baby blue to the wedding. Which works, it gives me an excuse to buy baby blue MAC.
Anyways, we had to cook for this potluck thing at Bryan's work. He plays saxophone in the military band. So, I had to hang out with marines all afternoon. It was actually a lot of fun. They all knew about my suspension and I kept having to show off my scars. I kept getting hit on, which was kind of annoying. A few of them actually knew me from when I worked at friendly's. haha. But like I said, it was a lot of fun.
Then I went with Jenn and Bryan to look at the bed and breakfast where they're going to have their wedding. We were waiting for the woman who owns it to come back, and this elderly couple comes down the stairs. The woman is taking pictures of everything in the house, and she offered to take my picture. She then asked what my name was for when she downloaded the pictures to her computer. So, this woman is going to go back home and show her family all these pictures of this pretty house, pretty town, and then there's going to be me sitting on a chair with my piercings, pink/purple hair, and weird clothes. hahahahha, it's so awesome.
We went back to the house, and Jenn and I got into pajamas, climbed into her bed and watched tv for the rest of the night. It was fun. Wes called like, 3 times while I was there. I adore that boy. He's so awesome. I just wish he lived closer. :(
Spring is almost here, the flowers are blooming, the weather is getting warmer. And with all of that I can feel my world changing again. Thing seem so much clearer, so much better when I wake up. The days are brighter. Everyone is happier. It's about time! I can't handle anymore of winter. I just want summer to come. I want to spend days with Nicola driving around the state. I want to spend days on the boat with my dad. I want to spend days shopping with my mom and bitching about random people we see in the mall. I want to spend days laying on fallen trees at the beach. I want to spend my days in the sunlight and the terrible humidity. I want to spend days just sitting outside thinking about how grateful I am for all the amazing people that have been brought into my life, and all the amazing people I will meet in the future.
Nothing can compare to the summer of '05, to the friendships I made, to the places I traveled. But if the last week is any indication, this one will be amazing as well.